Roxeth – She had her moments in her youth. Now you have to squint to catch the wildness that once seemed so rampant. Back then, even her hair seemed to be on fire. She tells herself she's happy '€“ job with disabled kids, two gorgeous daughters, Spain twice a year. And that it's ok that Howie left her just after Rachel was born –€“ she likes the freedom, really she does. But some afternoons, when she'€™s home from the project and the house is still, the walls of the semi creak as they close in tight around her.